I made peace with not nursing Sam anymore and I would say that I am 75% excited about stopping. To wean her I started cutting back on pumping at work and in the evening but still nursing her two to three times per day and over the weekend she started nursing again. What the F@*k. What I am suppose to do now. Start back up or quit? She’s not even a teenager and she is already giving me a hard time. I think I am going to keep going especially after spending $23.00 for formula that I think only last 4 days.

Also, I started running (I had decided not to worry about exercise while I was nursing to reduce stress). I ran ½ mile on Sunday and 1 mile on Monday plus walking. My brother asked if I would be interested in running a ½ marathon in April. I am not sure it can be done, but I am going to try.